daily expectations

it seems that  wake up every day and think today i'm actually gonna do something rewarding. there isn't much to do though. and so every time a say this i end up sitting on my computer browsing Facebook, YouTube, and the deep web. there's so much i want to do but don't have the means to do so, or i'm to afraid. bombarded with messages of live life to the fullest and don't take a single day for granted makes me feel even worse about the lack of progress i make on my days off.